Whenever I read Psalm 66 I think of my late dear friend
Heidi. I can remember her voice on the
other end of the phone calling to tell me that God had spoken to her through these
words, especially verses 19 and 20. I
call Psalm 66, Heidi’s Psalm. Heidi’s
name is marked next to these verses in my Bibles. As she cried out to God in her anguish, she
knew that He had answered her with His words in scripture. He "heard her cry and attended to the voice of
her prayer. He had not turned away her
prayer nor would He take His mercy from her".
I cannot explain how she knew that His specific words were meant for her
except that I have experienced the same spiritual understanding in my life in
times of prayer and scripture reading.
Heidi was so very sure of God’s presence in her life and I am too.
God increases our faith and prepares us for eternity as we
seek Him in His Word. The Bible is “The
Living Word”. The Word does not “return
void”. In Isaiah 55 we read, “As the
heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my
thoughts higher than your thoughts……..so is my word that goes forth from my
mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and
achieve the purpose for which I sent it………This will be for the Lord’s renown,
for an everlasting sign, which will not be destroyed”. When we know that God has spoken to us; when
we feel His presence; we are never the same!
January 16th would have been Heidi’s 71st
Birthday. She was taken from us too
soon. Her earthly battle with cancer
gave her a deep spiritual victory over death.
Her spirit, which was reborn, will live on in eternity with our Savior
waiting for Frank and her loved ones when we pass on from this earthly
existence into eternity. My final
conversation with her was in Huntington
Hospital as I sat by her
bedside. She said, “Anna, I can’t fight
this battle any longer. I have made
peace with God and I am ready to go to Him.
Please tell Frank, my mother, and my sister that I love them. Help them to understand.” At that moment she let go, she signed her
DNR, and began retreating into herself, getting ready to leave us. She died about one week later on February 14,
Valentine’s Day, at the Hospice in East Northport . Her love will remain in our hearts, Psalm 66
will always be Heidi’s Psalm, and I will see her again someday.
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